Darkemo11's Journals

silence

forbbiden

unwritten

the sorrow thats unknow

the soul of the girl that was always told

she was full of joy, love, life

now shes nothing

she'd never existed

i missed her

she has existed

until now

she left us all in the world

i loved her

i used to love

no knowing what to do i wandered alone in this world

even now i still wonder

readers of this poem is just a release of my confusion and misery

i feel like someone died, I'm just really confused,sorry .This

poem is basicly about my past and depression, if having the need

to question about this poem please leave a note and for sure , i will

reply soon as possible.

ignored by love

i'm so lonely

i'm so scared

this is all for the visually impared

for the broken heart

and the loveless

i have been forsakenly ignored by love

i care for him

but he does not for me

for once i broke his beatful heart

and left him to suffer the concequences

now i have to suffer as well

i long for him

but think he does

and lable it wrong

telling me to move on

but how can i

how

how i ask

i have no direction to go

no knowledge

no path whatsoever

I CAN'T THINK

i'm blinded by misery

time has left me

as well as my faith

Don't Care

i don't care

i don't care if your lying

i won't care if your dying

even if your trying

you know that you always end up denying

Note: well i hope you enjoyed this poem . i know it is short but those rhymes were flowing around in my mind

Faker

faker faker

go to hell

locked and traped in a thin shel

surrounded by lies

lies you think everyone will trust

you call yourself emo

you call yourself scremo

and you even dare to call yourself

goth

Maggie we are not dumb

we know your not

we don't wander

and yell and say oh i'm emo

we don't lable ourselves

so faker faker

go to hell

you know your lies won't sell

knowing you can't spell

the lies that you have written

but for all i know you have been bitten

go to hell

( NOTE )

This poem is actually real. It's about a person that i know. Her name is Maggie Yu.

No she's not on buzznet. But if she is on buzznet i want her to read this poem and

know that she is only fooling herself and surrounding herself with lies she has made up.

Drown the sorrow

shall i drown my sorrow

knowing there

is no tomorrow

people will die

people will suffer

because lies are getting harder to say

when theres no air

and when theres

not an heir to make things fair

so hear these words

drown the sorrow

because

there is no tomorrow

if you will die

with still with misery

so let yourself

die

we will all be alive

but on the other half aim for the sky

today

you lost

and forever know your a

fool

random poem II

see me here

standing there

wondering why i don't fear

but you know the end is near

you can hear me

but i can't hear you

i can't see you

but i can smell you

i lay wondering why i'm drowning

smileing out but inside i'm frowning

feeling pain

like a paper crane being torn up by child hands

never given a chance to live

for you i die

soon this will be good- bye

i will go and hide

this is a lie

good-bye good-bye

soon you will die

in my demies

randomness of my mixed emotions

~~let me fly cause i can't die~~

~~for all the reasons why~~

~~you won't deny~~

~~dare you to tell me that do you even care for me~~

~~do you care?~~

~~or is this just a lie.~~

~~I'm a butterfly~~

~~you traped me and i can't escape~~

~~the fears that are erased from the memory and the past~~

~~they are ever so fadeing oh so fast~~

~~your usedless~~

~~your nothing~~

~~you don't seem to help~~

~~you see me drowning~~

~~your won't give me a hand to hold~~

~~what are you a friend or are you a foe~~

~~as i bleed you lather the blood~~

~~you taste how bitter it is~~

~~and thats the bitterness that i feel~~

~~the bitterness that will never heal~~

poem of the loveless

you see her and you know

she wants die

you are never going to be mine

what a crime

when she look out her window

she only sees darkness

cause you filled her eyes with lies and ties

what a shame that your a pain

you will never get her

because she is lost forever

you feel the guilt

your deep in shame

now that she won't love you

ever again

now she is full of hate that you didn't clean this slate

she haunts your soul

and

she won't let go....

a bright path

for us to walk on

this poem is for all of you

everyone that i know

i just want you to know that

i love you

and i care

we all have walked dark paths in our lives

and when everything seems hopeless

little as we all know there is hope for us out there we just got to find it

we all need time

all of us is under this fucking pressure

it's true life sucks at times but not always

people,

human

have certain feeling

the certain urge that makes us want to kill ourselves

but suicide is never the answer

we have to face our problems

we have to face our fears no matter how much pain that is

that is the only thing we can do

we have to move on

though i'm still suffering but

i know the answer

well all know the answer

everyone of us knows

but we are ignoreing it

give it a try

i know life is unfair

and sorry to say but it is true

please take my advice

face your fears

never let go

live life to the fullest

suicide is not the answer

express yourself

know that god and everyone arould you loves you and cares about you

never

let

Given up (can't wait for you forever) this is just a poem hun

I'm finally losing is

I'm losing my fucking mind

I give up

I quit

I can't wait for you forever

all i fucking need is you

and I've had this feeling that i can't have you i just want you soo badly

your so far away from me

I just can't take this anymore

I just can't get there

all i ever wanted was to be where ever you are

I need love but your soo far from me

without you this room is so cold

I can see these dark clouds coming from the horizon

I want to be with you

I want you to be with me

I scared that i might die

when i lose myself

the only person I think of is you

I am stareing at this broken door

there is just nothing left of you any more

I just need you soo bad

just me and you

to be alone together

I'm willing to look for you until the end of my time and my life

just be with me

soon I know I will give up

I am losing faith in myself

I'm just dying here

so lonely

so deep

so dark

we can both run through the sunny grassy fields

the way we used to

so free

so carefree

soon I will go mad

kiss me quickly

I'm fadeing

away

I can't breath

my heart....

my pulse....

life is over for me

good-bye

my love