can you hear them? the souls are saying, she is awake prepare to die..

forbbiden

unwritten

the sorrow thats unknow

the soul of the girl that was always told

she was full of joy, love, life

now shes nothing

she'd never existed

i missed her

no

she has existed

 until now

she left us all in the world

i loved her

i used to love

no knowing what to do i wandered alone in this world

even now i still wonder

readers of this poem is just a release of my confusion and misery

i feel like someone died, I'm just really confused,sorry .This

poem is basicly about my past and depression, if having the need

to question about this poem please leave a note and for sure , i will

reply soon as possible.

i'm so lonely

i'm so scared

this is all for the visually impared

for the broken heart 

 and the loveless

i have been forsakenly ignored by love

i care for him

but he does not for me

for once i broke his beatful heart

and left him to suffer the concequences

now i have to suffer as well

i long for him

but think he does

and lable it wrong

telling me to move on

but how can i

how

how i ask

i have no direction to go

no knowledge

no path whatsoever

I CAN'T THINK

i'm blinded by misery

time has left me

as well as my faith

i don't care

i don't care if your lying

i won't care if your dying

even if your trying

you know that you always end up denying

Note: well i hope you enjoyed this poem . i know it is short but those rhymes were flowing around in my mind

faker faker

go to hell

locked and traped in a thin shel

surrounded by lies

lies you think everyone will trust

you call yourself emo

you call yourself scremo

and you even dare to call yourself

goth

Maggie we are not dumb

we know your not

we don't wander

and yell and say oh i'm emo

we don't lable ourselves

so faker faker

go to hell

you know your lies won't sell

knowing you can't spell 

the lies that you have written

but for all i know you have been bitten

go to hell

(   NOTE  ) 

This poem is actually real. It's about a person that i know. Her name is Maggie Yu.

No she's not on buzznet. But if she is on buzznet i want her to read this poem and

know that she is only fooling herself and surrounding herself with lies she has made up.

shall i drown my sorrow

knowing there

is no tomorrow

people will die

people will suffer

because lies are getting harder to say

when theres no air

and when theres

not an heir to make things fair

so hear these words

drown the sorrow

because

there is no tomorrow

if  you will die

with still with misery

so let yourself

die

we will all be alive

but on the other half aim for the sky

today

you lost

and forever know your a

fool 

see me here

standing there

wondering why i don't fear

but you know the end is near

you can hear me

but i can't hear you

i can't see you 

but i can smell you

i lay wondering why i'm drowning

smileing out but inside i'm frowning

feeling pain

like a paper crane being torn up by child hands

never given a chance to live

for you i die

soon this will be good- bye

i will go and hide

this is a lie

good-bye good-bye

soon you will die

in my demies

let me fly cause i can't die

for all the reasons why

you won't deny

 dare you to tell me that do you even care  for me

do you care?

or is this just a lie.

I'm a butterfly

you traped me and i can't escape

the fears that are erased from the memory and the past

they are ever so fadeing oh so fast

your usedless 

your nothing 

you don't seem to help

you see me drowning

your won't give me a hand to hold

what are you a friend or are you a foe

as i bleed you lather the blood

you taste how bitter it is

and thats the bitterness that i feel

the bitterness that will never heal

you see her and you know

she wants die

you are never going to be mine

what a crime

when she look out her window

she only sees darkness

cause you filled her eyes with lies and ties

what a shame that your a pain

you will never get her

because she is lost forever

you feel the guilt

your deep in shame

now that she won't love you

ever again

now she is full of hate that you didn't clean this slate

she haunts your soul

and

she won't let go....

a bright path

for us to walk on 

this poem is for all of you

everyone that i know

i just want you to know that

i love you

and i care

we all have walked dark paths in our lives

and when everything seems hopeless

little as we all know there is hope for us out there we just got to find it

we all need time

all of us is under this fucking pressure

it's true life sucks at times but not always

people,

human

have certain feeling

the certain urge that makes us want to kill ourselves

but suicide is never the answer

we have to face our problems

we have to face our fears no matter how much pain that is

that is the only thing we can do

we have to move on

though i'm still suffering but

i know the answer

well all know the answer

everyone of us knows

but we are ignoreing it

give it a try

i know life is unfair

and sorry to say but it is true

please take my advice

face your fears

never let go

live life to the fullest

suicide is not the answer

express yourself

know that god and everyone arould you loves you and cares about you

never

let

go

I'm finally losing is

 I'm losing my fucking mind

I give up

I quit

I can't wait for you forever

all i fucking need is you

and I've had this feeling that i can't have you i just want you soo badly

your so far away from me

I  just can't take this anymore

I  just can't get there

all i ever wanted was to be where ever you are

I need love but your soo far from me

without you this room is so cold

I can see these dark clouds coming from the horizon

I want to be with you

I want you to be with me

I scared that i might die

when i lose myself 

the only person I think of is you

I am stareing at this broken door

there is just nothing left of you any more

I just need you soo bad

just me and you

to be alone together

I'm willing to look for you until the end of my time and my life

just be with me

soon I know I will give up

I am losing faith in myself

I'm just dying here

so lonely

so deep

so dark

we can both run through the sunny grassy fields

the way we used to

so free

so carefree

soon I will go mad

kiss me quickly

I'm fadeing

away

I can't breath

my heart....

my pulse....

life is over for me

good-bye

my love

i can be all you ever need

i can be the one

he does not undersand but i will

my feelings are growing strong

whenever i see i will cry knowing that your not fucking mine

i can't denying my feelings

i want you closer but you leave me feeling frozen

my dreams of you are growing faint

i want them but i can't help them they are slowly fadeing away

i want you to hold me

can you stay with me

understand me

your the only person that understand me

I FUCKING LOVE

love fucking hurts when you don't get it back

you are all

 i ever wanted

AUGH!!!!

I"M BLEEDING

MY FUCKING HEART HAS SPLIT

I CALL FEEL MY LIFE IS FALLING APART

I WANT YOU CLOER TO ME

A STRIKE THOUGH THE HEART MIGHT HELP BUT I JUST FUCKING NEED YOU

BE WITH

with me

i understand you

i will return the love

that you never get back in return

your beautiful

your wonderful

to bad you don't know what i think about you

you may not know me

that makes me sad

you walk like there is no tomorrow

you fill a place that is like black and white colorful

you really mean alot to me

you just don't relize it yet

but i'm gonna make things change

i'm gonna tell you

and that is

i love you

you mean alot to me

without you i will die

i won't exist without you

we were ment to be together

just you and me

even if you don't love me as a couple

and you have a lover already

i will still be happy for you

as long as your happy i will be happy to

blood is

red

poison is

black

i will die for you

and i will be forever with you

until the end

your everything to me

so taste the blood

just want you to know one thing

that is true and will always be true even if i died for you

i will remember you

i will be with you

i love you

i will wait

until the sky opens up and swallow us up into an oblivion

we will be together

finally together at last

anger

i freaking mad

avenge me or i will 

BREAK

i will BREAK

i will not be unheard

i walk these soul infested halls with anger

i won't be unheard

i won't be ignored

i will kill

i want to talk

i suffer

AVENGE MY DEATH

REVENGE IS SWEET

the blood that i cry is even better

so cry your eyes out

THE SWEET FEELING OF REVENGE

I WON"T BE FUCKING IGNORED

i am cold as ice 

why

because i just don't fucking care anymore

i used to be warm

remember

i used to be warm

when were together

but when i broke up with you i just 

lost the feeling of warmth

i cold

a blanket won't do any good

the good left undone

heat me up

but if for me to get arm i

would need to surrender my soul

for that i will have to kill myself

but i can't

i can't comit suicide

i feel cold

like a fogotten angel

or a vampire

will i die and feel warmth

or live a feel cold

i got to make a choice

a choice that will affect

the way i feel about myself

i want to die

end my life

without you

i am

nothing

i am just plain nothing wtihout you

i really need you

i just love to death

could you love me to death

i feel like

ashes on the ground

would you be here with me

can you be here with me

without i might

just bleed to death

or maybe i will cry my eyes out

the world is not important

if all my

mistakes will make your heart break

than i will

kill

myself

i am just really a picece of trash without you

you are like a super hero

wthout you i may

not

survive

i may die

i may faint

i will be crushed

without you i am just nothing

never to return

never come back

i don't want

to see you

ever

your a fucking retart

for all my

sadness

for all my

depression

and my

sorrow

you

never try to help me

save me

but you just ignore me

your nothing to me

anymore

you are freaking useless

when i am with you

i feel like a

ticking time bomb

ready to explode with

anger

and rage

i don't fucking need

you

you are nothing but a

retart

i walk alone

on these empty streets

they are gray

just like my blank soul

the only one tat follows me is my shadow

still i feel lonely

it walk beside me

the streets used to be soo colorful

but it all disappeared

so fast and quicky

am i in another demention

or am i dead

this is a city

with no people

someone talk to me

i can't live on like this

i am alone

there is no wind

i lost my spirit

to walk

to my lifeless body

that lies on the cold sidewalk

i surrender

i will not live anymore

depression

pain

blood

i am suicideal

i want to be dead

i will stab a kife in my lungs

i will taste blood

how did i become suicideal

 forgotten

i dont care

you don't care

no one does

not any more

no longer will i be here

i will be dead

i will be a nobody

i am nothing

people will forget me

i can now taste it

there is blood in my mouth

i can feel it

there is a knife in my lung

i can also feel blood on my hand

but

i don't care

i would not even give a shit

i will

die on this cold foor with a puddle of blood

soon

i will rot

and then i will turn to ashes

let the wind from

the open window

carry my ashes away 

away from here

how could you

you toy with my heart

i never knew you

this side of you

i don't love you

like i ever will love you ever again

you are nothing to me

i gave you m heart

and gave it back to me

is shreads

i don't need people like you in my life

i found someone else

someone better than you

she is

caring

loveable

kind

and sweet

while you are different

you make me sick

tring to get me involved with

something i don't actually belive in

i hate that

you are fucking cheap

you goof off

while i talk

you think you are funny

well you are not

you think everything is a joke to you

get this you are a joke

well joke this

i don't

love

you.

i don't need you i found someone else

get lost

and never come back to me

ever

again

you saved me

i was near

near to death

all of a sudden out of the blue

you came

you came out of the light

you toke from the hand

and said

everthing is

everything that even your life not just that

your heart

the love

and your soul

is going to be fine your going to fine

he wispered to my ear and said

i love you

you will be safe

with me.

my angel

he gave me another reason to live

he is gerard

gerard way

he gave me a reason to live

no more sorrow

in with the love

out with the pain

i will live my life

to my angel

gerard way

you will be loved by all

me

and

your fans